[Intro]
ADED[Verse 1]
AThis weekend I went to the doctor
DAnd they checked my weight like they do every time
ETook off my sweatshirt
Stepped on the scale
DLooked away and closed my eyes
AI guess the nurse didn't see me
DCause she said it out loud
EDAnd I felt like I couldn't breathe
A* D*
I was still the same size as I was just before she said it
E* DBut my body felt heavier to me
[Bridge]
AIt's just a number
DBut old habits die so hard
EDBut I blame Tumblr and the year 2013
ADEAnd my mother for as far back as I can remember
DTalking shit about her body
ADEDBut it's just a number
[Verse 2]
AThis weekend I went out shopping
DRetail therapy, been a long week
EWent through the sweatshirts
And through the dresses
DAnd I grabbed a couple jeans
ADBut the 6 didn't fit me, wouldn't go over my knees
EDThe 8 was still a bit too tight
A* D*
I tried to ignore that a year ago those would have fit
E* DAnd I went out and grabbed a bigger size
[Chorus]
AIt's just a number
DBut old habits die so hard
EDAnd I blame Tumblr and the year 2013
ADEDAnd my mother for as far back as I can remember
[Outro]
AOh how am I supposed to love you
DWhen you make it so hard
EDIn every mirror all I see are the stretchmarks and scars
ADEAnd will I always feel like I'm too much but not enough?
DA*
I wish I could believe that it's really just a number
D*
But old habits die so hard
E*
And I blame Tumblr
D* A*
And the year 2013